Fifty ringgit on the floor…..

Yesterday evening, when I was going back to home, I was thinking that I have to buy some food for dinner. I check my purse and I only have 2ringgit left. I’m so worried that time because the bazaar is closing and the bank is out of order. Then I keep saying in my heart that whoever have a generous heart please borrow me some money to buy some food just for today. As I keep walking on the corner suddenly I saw 50ringgit on the floor who no one is realize about it. I wait for 5 minute if the money it’s belong to someone and taken but still no one came and realize about it. So I grab and take it to buy some food for dinner. I was so thankful to god for he is good. The rest of the money I spend it for emergency using. 

A guy with purple T-shirt…

Yesterday, I went to 1borneo alone to shop for my aunt birthday party that being held at grand ballroom. So I walking around the corner to see what is the perfect present to buy for her. Suddenly I saw a guy with purple t-shirt with stylish hair. And that kind of person that I want to put things in perspective. Because you know that things, when you see someone cute and he smiles, and your heart kind of goes like warm butter sliding down hot toast? Well, that’s what it’s like when I see the guy. My movements that time seem to be moving by itself and my mind was into that guy. So I smile to him with a hope that he turn to me and smile back. When those times came he smiles back at me. I was melt with his smile but the spoilt is when he shows his teeth during smiling back at me he does not have his front teeth…..euww….. I just turn around and go…..what a horrible moment…..when I think it back it was funny….haha…

Nightmare….

Oh my god… I got a nightmare again. That was a terrible dream... I’m always got a bad dream on my slept. It make me afraid, and make me woke upon mightnight, and after that I can’t sleep already. I hate nightmare…. It’s look like really happened to me. It’s disturbed my mind, and I can’t concentrate at all. But… Is it nightmare have a meaning or just a dream?? Somebody say that nightmare is the work done by devil. Devils come to our sleep and make our dream become bad. My mum said, devil like to playing around with people at midnight especially in sleeping… huu. I like to have a dream, but really hate a nightmare. For me, that was not a dream.

You already changed……

I got a friend named Clayrian...She was a good friend a very good friend. She was a nice person, I like the way she making friend. I think she knows what the meaning of friendship is. And I know she really meant it… I can feel the honesty… she was honest to be my bestfriend. And I’m appreciating it. The thing that I like with her is she was caring with me. Everything that I’ve do, she well be there for me… if I’ve got a problems, she’s the one who will be beside me, and help me to solve everything. My secret… she was kept it properly, and even we have a fight she never tell my secret to other people. Since I’m meeting with her, I feel that I got a new family…. That was a sweet friendship..:-)

But there is one thing that I don’t like about her. She was a social girl…. But that was not a matter. The matter is, everytime she do wrong, she will not admit it. She like to blame others… she can’t accept any advices or opinion from any people included me. That was her bad behavior. Even she was like that, I still assume her as my bestfriend, until she do something that I really don‘t like, and I hate it too much… she was changed already, she is not like before. She got a big changes and it is really different from she was became before. The person who I know that very nice, honest and a caring person was became a bad girl, selfish and did not care others just because she already gets for what she wants….

OUTING TO PETRONAS CENTER.....

 I think that Petronas center was the great place that i've seen. They have a tall and beautiful design of building. I was shock that the service that been given to us was so warm and pleasant. I like the way they serve people. During the trip they giving an introduction and explanation about Petronas company. Due to their presentation i think that the Petronas management are systematic and have a good strategies in order to compete with other companies.
 The facilities that been provided in the company is suitable and fulfilled the needs of the staff. What is the interesting about the facilities are they provide a gym and a studio for their staff.
 Before we end our trip at  Petronas company,we been serve a tea break. The cakes that been serve to us was so delicious. It makes me eat a lot that time....Thanks for the food..=)
 For me, it was so interesting trip and all of us enjoyed it from earlier until the end. If we have another chance to make a trip again I surely want to go to Petronas Company again.

i like social gathering...

 Before social gathering was held,  i was thinking that this event were such a boring event and not fun at all. on the event we were asked to speak compulsory in English and it was my horrible moment on that day. i'm scared to get involved in any part of the gathering because my English language are not very fluent.,..

  But during the social gathering event i feel my perception towards the event before are wrong at all. i feel that it was fun and interesting event.. i got a new experience through this event. i know how to communicate with others and at the same time i'm able to manage my fearless to speak with the person that i have not recognized yet. beside that, i also got a new friends.. that was good..=)

  It was a very interesting event I've been through and i'm very proud on myself because i'm able to speak in English.... by the way i like social gathering event!!

I’m so sorry…=(

I have a friend called “s”. I knew him since I’m 15 years old. When the first day I come to my new school, he was the one who became nice to me. He is my classmate, and he was a good boy. That’s how we became a friend. He was so caring to me, and we do everything together. My problem became his problem too. We sharing sadness and happiness together…(“,). We look likes brother and sister..haha. But our friendship are not too longer, it’s was broken when someone got jealous with our relationship. She was “s” girlfriend. Because of that girl we got a big fighting.. And it was long lasting until we finished our secondary school, and until now…

     Since we finished our old school, I’ve never seen him again. Until I got a message from him through facebook..he just say hello, but I said that I don’t know him. He tried to add me at facebook but I don’t approve him… I don’t know why I have to do that..Ego..!!

    But on the first week I came to UiTM, I got a new message in my facebook, and it was from “s”. Actually, it’s make me so happy…..=). In that message, he said congratulation to me for furthering my study at UiTM. He said.. ”if we have a time, we will meet again once day”….that all…..huuu. I hope so…..=( I’m just replay it to say thanks to him..But my fault is, I did not say sorry at all in that message. .huu.

    10 January 2010….that was a bad date to me. I’ve got a call from my old friend, she said that there is something happened to “s”….when I heard it, I’m feeling so guilty for what did I do to him. She continued to say that….” ‘s’ is already gone..”. I can’t believe it..!!He just texts me one week ago….how could it be???..... I can’t accept these things… its make me cry.. I’m so sad… Now I realize what’s the meaning of his message on that day…I’ve understand what he trying to say…=(

    If I have a chance, all I want to do is I want to meet you and say sorry to you… I’m so sorry… I never mean to be mad to you. I’m never expecting this will be happened..!! I’m regretting it…. I can’t forgive myself to not being honestly to you from earlier. You are my best friend forever and ever….. I’M SORRY.. Hope you always peace beside God… I miss you my friend!!!